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Badges For Bloggers

3 years ago, in a proposal for government funding, I wrote:

The blogger will also be invited to a series of activities. For example, bloggers may be invited to a cooking class. Each blogger in this program is given the chance to collect sets of badges. The ‘Cooking’ badge could be part of the lifestyle mastery set. Once a blogger collects a complete set, they are eligible for a prize. Some of the badges can be awarded by the results of polls. For example, after the cooking class, there could be a poll – ‘Do you think the blogger deserves a cooking class badge?’. Since in this case, the readers of the blog cannot taste the food, the cooking teacher’s input will be available as additional information above what the blogger posts on his or her blog.

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With hindsight, if the gatekeepers had been better, the initial idea could have been tuned to something better, and currently existing in this world.

I think what we are missing for our startups are mentors who can help polish ideas. It seems we are getting there with a few of the new initiatives.

I’m excited.

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I Can’t Quit My Job Because Of NS

I just realized the period that I plan to leave my job is the period the SAF is going to call me back to do my reservist.

So if I leave my job then, I will waste not only my time, but lose any form of compensation.

So, should I postpone resignation just so that SAF doesn’t waste my time on the cheap?

And don’t get me wrong. NS is important. It is just that I’m going back to redo my ATEC test, a test that was failed because of the incompetence of people other than the men. And frankly, I don’t think those other people have upped their competence at all during the interim period to make the exercise any more useful than it was last year.

FUCK.

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Blind To Progress

Desktop Computer
Internet
Laptop
Mobile Phone
Mobile Internet
Touch Screen Phone

Genuine excitement:
1. Got my own computer ( versus getting to use one for the first time ).
2. Got my own mobile phone ( versus getting to use one for the first time ).
3. First game ( Civilization ) I bought ( versus getting to play a game on a PC for the first time ).
4. Getting my own Internet connection ( versus using Internet for the first time ).
5. Using Google ( cos it just beat the competition )
6. Using Google Maps

Louis CK – ‘Everything is Amazing & Nobody is Happy’ – We have become blind to progress. Not stopping to give myself time to think how amazing everything is.

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The Myth Of Sisyphus

The gods had condemned Sisyphus to ceaselessly rolling a rock to the top of a mountain, whence the stone would fall back of its own weight. They had thought with some reason that there is no more dreadful punishment than futile and hopeless labor.

If one believes Homer, Sisyphus was the wisest and most prudent of mortals. According to another tradition, however, he was disposed to practice the profession of highwayman. I see no contradiction in this. Opinions differ as to the reasons why he became the futile laborer of the underworld. To begin with, he is accused of a certain levity in regard to the gods. He stole their secrets. Egina, the daughter of Esopus, was carried off by Jupiter. The father was shocked by that disappearance and complained to Sisyphus. He, who knew of the abduction, offered to tell about it on condition that Esopus would give water to the citadel of Corinth. To the celestial thunderbolts he preferred the benediction of water. He was punished for this in the underworld. Homer tells us also that Sisyphus had put Death in chains. Pluto could not endure the sight of h is deserted, silent empire. He dispatched the god of war, who liberated Death from the hands of her conqueror.

It is said that Sisyphus, being near to death, rashly wanted to test his wife’s love. He ordered her to cast his unburied body into the middle of the public square. Sisyphus woke up in the underworld. And there, annoyed by an obedience so contrary to human love, he obtained from Pluto permission to return to earth in order to chastise his wife. But when he had seen again the face of this world, enjoyed water and sun, warm stones and the sea, he no longer wanted to go back to the infernal darkness. Recalls, signs of anger, warnings were of no avail. Many years more he lived facing the curve of the gulf, the sparkling sea, and the smiles of earth. A decree of the gods w as necessary. Mercury came and seized the impudent man by the collar and, snatching him from his joys, lead him forcibly back to the underworld, where his rock was ready for him.

You have already grasped that Sisyphus is the absurd hero. He is, as much through his passions as through his torture. His scorn of the gods, his hatred of death, and his passion for life won him that unspeakable penalty in which the whole being is exerted toward accomplishing nothing. This is the price that must be paid for the passions of this earth. Nothing is told us about Sisyphus in the underworld. Myths are made for the imagination to breathe life into them. As for this myth, one sees merely the whole effort of a body straining to raise the huge stone, to roll it, and push it up a slope a hundred times over; one sees the face screw ed up, the cheek tight against the stone, the shoulder bracing the clay-covered mass, the foot wedging it, the fresh start with arms outstretched, the wholly human security of two earth-clotted hands. At the very end of his long effort measured by skyless space and time without depth, the purpose is achieved. Then Sisyphus watches the stone rush down in a few moments toward that lower world whence he will have to push it up again toward the summit. He goes back down to the plain.

It is during that return, that pause, that Sisyphus interests me. A face that toils so close to stones is already stone itself! I see that man going back down with a heavy yet measured step toward the torment of which he will never know the end. That hour like a breathing-space which returns as surely as his suffering, that is the hour of consciousness. At each of those moments when he leaves the heights and gradually sinks toward the lairs of the gods, he is superior to his fate. He is stronger than his rock.

If this myth is tragic, that is because its hero is conscious. Where would his torture be, indeed, if at every step the hope of succeeding upheld him? The workman of today works everyday in his life at the same tasks, and his fate is no less absurd. But it is tragic only at the rare moments when it becomes conscious. Sisyphus, proletarian of the gods, powerless and rebellious, knows the whole extent of his wretched condition: it is what he thinks of during his descent. The lucidity that was to constitute his torture at the same time crowns his victory. There is no fate that can not be surmounted by scorn.

If the descent is thus sometimes performed in sorrow, it can also take place in joy. This word is not too much. Again I fancy Sisyphus returning toward his rock, and the sorrow was in the beginning. When the images of earth cling too tightly to memory, when the call of happiness becomes too insistent, it happens that melancholy arises in man’s heart: this is the rock’s victory, this is the rock itself. The boundless grief is too heavy to bear. These are our nights of Gethsemane. But crushing truths perish from being acknowledged. Thus, Edipus at the outset obeys fate without knowing it. But from the moment he knows, his tragedy begins. Yet at the same moment, blind and desperate, he realizes that the only bond linking him to the world is the cool hand of a girl. Then a tremendous remark rings out: “Despite so many ordeals, my advanced age and the nobility of my soul make me conclude that all is well.” Sophocles’ Edipus, like Dostoevsky’s Kirilov, thus gives the recipe for the absurd victory. Ancient wisdom confirms modern heroism.

One does not discover the absurd without being tempted to write a manual of happiness. “What!—by such narrow ways–?” There is but one world, however. Happiness and the absurd are two sons of the same earth. They are inseparable. It would be a mistake to say that happiness necessarily springs from the absurd. discover y. It happens as well that the felling of the absurd springs from happiness. “I conclude that all is well,” says Edipus, and that remark is sacred. It echoes in the wild and limited universe of man. It teaches that all is not, has not been, exhausted. It drives out of this world a god who had come into it with dissatisfaction and a preference for futile suffering. It makes of fate a human matter, which must be settled among men.

All Sisyphus’ silent joy is contained therein. His fate belongs to him. His rock is a thing Likewise, the absurd man, when he contemplates his torment, silences all the idols. In the universe suddenly restored to its silence, the myriad wondering little voices of the earth rise up. Unconscious, secret calls, invitations from all the faces, they are the necessary reverse and price of victory. There is no sun without shadow, and it is essential to know the night. The absurd man says yes and his efforts will henceforth be unceasing. If there is a personal fate, there is no higher destiny, or at least there is, but one which he concludes is inevitable and despicable. For the rest, he knows himself to be the master of his days. At that subtle moment when man glances backward over his life, Sisyphus returning toward his rock, in that slight pivoting he contemplates that series of unrelated actions which become his fate, created by him, combined under his memory’s eye and soon sealed by his death. Thus, convinced of the wholly human origin of all that is human, a blind man eager to see who knows that the night has no end, he is still on the go. The rock is still rolling.

I leave Sisyphus at the foot of the mountain! One always finds one’s burden again. But Sisyphus teaches the higher fidelity that negates the gods and raises rocks. He too concludes that all is well. This universe henceforth without a master seems to him neither sterile nor futile. Each atom of that stone, each mineral flake of that night filled mountain, in itself forms a world. The struggle itself toward the heights is enough to fill a man’s heart. One must imagine Sisyphus happy.

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Does Your Ability (Or Lack Of) Make It Not Sexual Harassment

Two posts on Jack Neo’s possible sexual harassing of potential stars.

It might be real news now:

We should educate both men and women that such behaviour is wrong and unacceptable, and ensure victims do not suffer in silence. It is especially pertinent when positions of authority and power are abused, and no one can deny that Jack Neo is influential in the entertainment circle.

Corinna Lim, AWARE’s Executive Director:

Some of the women involved reported that Mr. Neo used the carrot of career promotions to get to know them. This is a classic form of sexual harassment known as “Quid Pro Quo” harassment, characterised by an authority figure offering a subordinate career benefits (for instance “a bigger role”) in exchange for sexual favours.

It is not uncommon for a pattern of sexual harassment to go undetected for a long time. Many cases go unreported because victims feel isolated, blame themselves or simply because they are unsure that they have been victimised.

One thought.

If I wanted to buy a camera, and my budget was $1000, and the salesman was trying to sell me a camera that I valued only at $800, he or she might provide me with free accessories (e.g. flash, camera bag, tripod) of total value $200, to get me to part with my $1000.

If you were an actress with mediocre acting abilities and average looks, and I knew that by all fair assessment, you would never make it big in the entertainment industry and the best role you could possibly get was a hawker lady in my next movie. The value of you as an extra is positive $200. The value of you as a lead is negative $1000 because of the opportunity cost incurred in NOT casting a better known actress. However, if i value the chance to have sexual intercourse with you at $1200, then if you agree to sleep with me and I cast you as a lead, I’m back at positive $200 in terms of total value to me.

Is this sexual harassment if I try to establish this arrangement with you?

Is there a difference between:

1. Giving you a better job beyond your abilities if you are willing to sleep with me.

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2. As long as you are not willing to sleep with me, you get jobs that are beneath your abilities.

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3. If you aren’t willing to sleep with me, I will give you a job that matches your abilities.

I’m trying to think of some set of equations to express the above statements that might constrain the boundaries of sexual harassment.

What is Quid Pro Quo Sexual Harassment:

It occurs when (1) job benefits, including employment, promotion, salary increases, shift or work assignments, performance expectations and other conditions of employment, are made contingent on the provision of sexual favors, usually to an employer, supervisor or agent of the employer who has the authority to make decisions about employment actions, or (2) the rejection of a sexual advance or request for sexual favors results in a tangible employment detriment, a loss of a job benefit of the kind described above.

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Lessons From “In Bed With The Right Investor”

Lessons From “In Bed With The Right Investor

The biggest disappointment was that I couldn’t use a line I had been working on.

“Ladies and Gentlement, do remember the cardinal rule of meeting an investor for the first time. It is impolite to ask the size of their assets on the first date.”

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Jordan Beats Singapore 2-1

Watched the Jordan versus Singapore Asian Cup qualifier game last night.

The way I danced when Noh Alam Shah scored the equalizer, my girlfriend probably thought we won the World Cup or something. Then we lost. Due to a goal from a set piece.

So so close, considering that Thailand lost to Iran. I don’t think I will ever get a chance to travel to a major football event to support my country.

Damn it.

I knew that sacrificing 1 virgin was not enough. Either that, or the virgin lied in the job application. “Oh, I thought you meant vaginal virginity….”

Our keeper Lionel Lewis did justice to his name. He was majesty in goal and the difference between a Singapore being trashed by Jordan and a Singapore with a chance to go to the Asian Cup.

Now that the chance has come and gone, it is time to talk about Singapore as a footballing nation, or rather how Singapore is not a footballing nation and how the failure to meet our World Cup 2010 and Asian Cup 2011 goals is symptomatic of our recent tendency to look for quick fix solutions.

The reason why we failed in our goals is because we wanted to be successful fast. So we started importing talent instead of working on the infrastructure needed to build a solid footballing nation.

We started importing talent without addressing one of the real questions – why aren’t our footballing talents becoming professional football players. And trust me, there are real footballing talents in Singapore.

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What Will Be Announced Tomorrow …

Who knows?

But won’t it be interesting if Apple releases a product where you’re forced to watch ads before you can continue to assess content from sites like New York Times. The web-camera at the front recognizes if a person has stopped watching the ad. To avoid having to watch the ads, you can just buy a subscription.

Whatever.

My bank account is going to take a hit soon.

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Gerrymandering – The Unwinnable Game

Gerrymandering:

Gerrymandering is a form of boundary delimitation (redistricting) in which electoral district or constituency boundaries are deliberately modified for electoral purposes, thereby producing a contorted or unusual shape. The resulting district is known as a gerrymander; however, that noun can also refer to the process.

Gerrymandering may be used to achieve desired electoral results for a particular party, or may be used to help or hinder a particular group of constituents, such as a political, racial, linguistic, religious or class group.

When used to allege that a given party is gaining a disproportionate power, the term gerrymandering has negative connotations. However, a gerrymander may also be used for purposes perceived as positive, notably in US federal voting district boundaries which produce a proportion of constituencies with an African-American or other minority in the majority (these are thus called “minority-majority districts”).

The unwinnable game.

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They Didn’t Teach That In School

1. How to be a good, and maybe even, great boyfriend.
2. How to say ‘No’ nicely.
3. How to under-promise and over-deliver.

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